About Me

I'm a 36 year old happily married SAHM, college student. I have 3 beautiful little terrors who drive me insane by being so much like me. I am fighting the good fight against a rare auto immune disease called Mixed Connective Tissue Disease.

Monday, December 29, 2014

Fake it Until You Make it.

So today my motto of the day was "Fake it till you make it." I have been feeling horrible lately. So I got up, got dressed, and started faking it. Got the house cleaned, heck I even got JR an G's room cleaned! That was a miracle happening .......ahhhhhhhhhhh......do you hear the angels singing lol.
I think I may have overdone it a little, I ended up having to take a muscle relaxer.  And now I'm waiting for it to kick in.

So much has happened since I started and forgot about this blog. Now I'm just wondering if I should catch ya up....lol..like anyone actually reads this blog. So I'll probably just start from scratch :)  I know that the blog itself needs a new look. Just not sure what look to go for.
Wow!! my medicine is hitting fast tonight so I'm gonna go.



So I started this blog years ago. Hoping that it would help me get out  a lot of what I felt and help me deal with my diagnosis of MCTD. Well I never was able to keep up with it because life hit me like a ton of bricks shortly after starting it. We had our house broken into, robbed, and set on fire. My MCTD had me flaring so badly for the past 3 years. While taking oral Chemo I was constantly nauseous. Until I finally couldn't take it anymore and went off my medicine. I did go back on it, doing shots of chemo instead of the oral. That seemed to work better.
J and I moved our family to OK. And since the move I hate to admit it but I have been on a medication "holiday" as my last Dr would call it. Lord I miss her. I need to get back in to the doctor and get back on my medication. I will try to update the look of this blog and the actual blog in the next couple days. Maybe that will bring my creativity back. I will also try to do a short "story" of the ups and downs of the last 3 years.

As always,