Fake it Until You Make it.

So today my motto of the day was "Fake it till you make it." I have been feeling horrible lately. So I got up, got dressed, and started faking it. Got the house cleaned, heck I even got JR an G's room cleaned! That was a miracle happening .......ahhhhhhhhhhh......do you hear the angels singing lol.

I think I may have overdone it a little, I ended up having to take a muscle relaxer.  And now I'm waiting for it to kick in.

So much has happened since I started and forgot about this blog. Now I'm just wondering if I should catch ya up....lol..like anyone actually reads this blog. So I'll probably just start from scratch :)  I know that the blog itself needs a new look. Just not sure what look to go for.

Wow!! my medicine is hitting fast tonight so I'm gonna go.

XoXoX

JAG

WOW!

So I started this blog years ago. Hoping that it would help me get out  a lot of what I felt and help me deal with my diagnosis of MCTD. Well I never was able to keep up with it because life hit me like a ton of bricks shortly after starting it. We had our house broken into, robbed, and set on fire. My MCTD had me flaring so badly for the past 3 years. While taking oral Chemo I was constantly nauseous. Until I finally couldn't take it anymore and went off my medicine. I did go back on it, doing shots of chemo instead of the oral. That seemed to work better.

J and I moved our family to OK. And since the move I hate to admit it but I have been on a medication "holiday" as my last Dr would call it. Lord I miss her. I need to get back in to the doctor and get back on my medication. I will try to update the look of this blog and the actual blog in the next couple days. Maybe that will bring my creativity back. I will also try to do a short "story" of the ups and downs of the last 3 years.

As always,

JAG